He dont want to meet me at all. He is avoiding me at school. He often come to my house as usual but not to meet me...he wants to meet my sister ofcourse.

If they meet i will stay in my room...crying...

I dont want to eat...i lose my appetite. Nobody cares if i died right?

I walk to my locker and take some books.

Suddenly i feel a wet things on my hair.

Red paint.....

All of them laugh at me...the worst thing is Yoongi see me in shame but he just smirk.

He didnt care like before. He will protect me but now...nobody cares.

"Owww....this poor little girl is all red." One of the bitch say.

"Its ok...its make her become more pretty." Another bitch say. They all laugh.

"Why cant you be like your sister. You make us wonder that you guys really are sibling?" Another voice say.

"She is perfect but you...." that girl look at me with disgust.

I just look at my shoes that also had coloured with red paint.

I cant hold it anymore and i run. I run away from school. I am embrassed. Why my life is like hell...i am a human being..

I need someone to support me...if only i still have parents...maybe Amy is right...they died because of me...i should die too....

I take a blade from my drawer. I look at my arm.

Cut

The blood start to appear. I dont care.

Cut

If only i am the one that died and not my parents.

Cut

If only my sister loves me like other sister do...

Cut...

If only...he believes me.....

Please dont do this at home...if have problems...hurting yourself will not be the conclusion...

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